you..

you..
still de same..
still de ol you..
ermmm..

you..

you = heartbreaker..
you = heartless..
de only thing dat can hurt me is you..
its ol about u..

yaahhh..cutiiiiiiiiiii..

aku plg ska cuti..
even owg dah byk komplen cuti bowink..
sp nok mdh cuti bowink..nang x menikmati idup lah ktkowg ya..
haha..byk benda nak share actually..
bt den..mls nak mdh pa..biarlah..
pa beza dlk n nektok?
heartbreaker..
haha..

ermm..

lmk dah x nulis2 benda here..
kinda bz..
really bz..
congrats lah ngan my fwens..karoke amal kt bjaya..hehe..
n exam..juz around de corner..
n today..im not really in a gud mood..
u phl dtg gik in my life?
skt ati me eh..
n i hate dat guy so much..sial..
lmk dah x nyumpah..haha..
tp ko nang sial lah..
bodo..haha..
yaah2..
dahlah..
mls gik..abis suma owg knak sumpah lak..haha..

till now..

its been a long time since i last wrote dis blog..yedeh..skati aku entam jak english ya..tp aku asa cm slh jak ayat ya..tp entam lah..haha..sowie dude..
im at home rite now..bok abis cuci keta..
hehe..
got pbs dis week..kinda bored..
really bored..
haha..
doin nutting at de bilik guru..
n sit in..Godddddddd..
biak nektok..bisa palak eh..
ssh nak mdh..
n im pbs at my ex school..
n jumpa cekgu lmk aku lok..
its hard 2 describe wat i feel bout it..only Allah knows..
but..thank u teacher..thnx 4 everything..
i still remember..dat teacher..cekgu nor ain..
my bm teacher..
used 2 rotan me when i was young..n its really hurt..
n when i interview her..she said to me..aa min..phl awak diam jak?
x denga sora pun..
tersengih2 jak tauk..
knak?awak maseh nangga cekgu tok garang ka?maseh tkt ngan cekgu?
im speechless..n juz nodded my head..
den she said..awak rasa lah cmney jd cekgu..n she laughed..haha..
n she said..ney min?cekgu mok dera nya kaktok..haha..
she said..nektok nya x makey rotan gik dah..biak nektok x tkt dah ngan rotan..
n long2 story gik lah..mcm2 gik lah..
i feel soo..i dunno wat 2 say..haha..
bah..got to go..mama tepon dah..soh amik nya..
hehe..
dats ol 4 today..
hepi fasting to all of u..

world..

de world harlded de dawn of de new millennium wif so much fanfare..
billions of dollars were spent throughout de world..
people everywhere were looking forward to a more peaceful..harmonious..progressive..hepi n healthy millennium..
but..
dis was not to be..
even before completing de 1st decade..
de september 11 attack in 2001..
started de wars in de middle east wif millions of civilias suffering n casualties as well..
SARS..ermm..severe acute respiratory syndrome..if im not mistaken lah.. broke out in 2002..
it is a rival respiratory illness caused by a coronavirus..
it terrorised de world for not less den 8 month wif thousands of death..
until de virus was contained in de following year..
n dun forget bout de wars between israel n palestine..
n now..
followed by de much feared swine flu..influenza A H1n1..
which broke out in mexico in de spring..
n yesterday..
i heard in de news..bout someting in china..im not really sure its name..
but people die bcoz of it..

kuarantin

adeh..
huh..
really tired..
kuarantin punya psl..
yesterday went back to miri..
wif de veryyyy byk benda yg mengkonfiuskn..
some said..cant go in..some said..leh masok mktb..
so we all pun..went back to miri lah..coz tkt got lecture..
furthermore..monday got "dat" lecture..dat lah..hehe..
when we arrived at miri..shopping 1st..bli brg..
coz they said once u come in..cant go outside anymoe..
so..sha..mizan n ashraf arrived at mktb 1st..coz we all kay 2 igek keta from btu..
but den..
sha pun lptp knak langgar cina..
alu bederai pecah terabor tunggang terbalit lah..i think so..
coz aku x nangga pun dat lptp..hehe..bz giler dat time..
so..me..ac..za n kak ida pg lah cya ngurus dat cina..not me la..im juz de driver..
others tinggal dpn cosy inn..nurul..gg..jmie n my beloved coursemate..abg wan..hehe..pity them..cosy inn full..
so..at mktb..outside the gate..outside only..xpat masok we all..
pas2 brg from de gate only lah..asa2 lam jail jak..
but sempat jumpa chenta lah..tp windu x jumpa..hehe..
kurus jak upa muka..
pilu ati nangga..nya ngidam scr n ati ayam..
abis dah pas2 brg..dak kak ida n mizan n others pg balai settle hal lptp ya..so we nok tinggal tok..crk tmpt tinggal..
luckkyly..my major is social studies..so a bit social..haha..so i noe lah where 2 check in..cheap n comfortable..haha..
owh ya..at mktb tek..we jumpa our freshy..bok smpy juak..jai namanya..i dunno his fullname..so angkut nya skali lah ngan mekowg..pity him..
but den..wan actually suspected h1n1..so hv 2 stay inside dat mktb..so we all tok senior..lmk dah diam rah mktb..we noe where lobang tikus..so wan n jai used dat way lah masok mktb..
pa gik mok d ceta tok..pendekkan ceta lah..tdo lah mlm ya..
so ari senin pun ceta gik..kak ida tinggal rah miri coz nya kdp..maybe cdak makey building oum..i dunno lah..we all mam at madli..mizan pun lptp almost tinggal rah kedey ya..nasib workers cya mdh tek..kakya..tayar keta ashraf pancit knak pakuk..satu hal gik..
lots things hppn rite?kakya raon2 buang msa..aku mbak dak ln main game daytona lah..pa lah..
buang msa nunggu ari ptg...d pendekkan ceta..we all pun blt mktb..pas2 brg gik..nang pity lah muka owg kat dlm mktb ya..aku cian ngan owg2 kat dlm mktb..sp suspected h1n1 ya..aku x gago glak..mls amik tauk..haha..x tauk ceta glak..
peloh2 dah cya tek..blt lah mekowg..lam pjalanan blt..
punya lah byk hutan tbakar or d bakar..i dunno..tp nang jerebu abis lah..
masyaAllah..honestly..aku kecut perut when think bout it..h1n1 lah..tok lah..dat lah..
ermm..
kakya dkt2 btu..aku x larat nak drebing..ngantok glak..aku tuka ngan za..smpy aku d umah..za kol pdh wallet nya tinggal lam keta..lbh kurang dakya lah ceta aku lam 2 ari tok..
lelahku memendekkan ceta..
im tired..im sleepy..
so gudnite..

kecoh2..

today..i woke up early..around 9 sumting lah..
n dats early 4 me..mr nazri called me..so..tpaksa bgn..
b4 dat my fwens text me..mls reply..but hv 2 bgn juak coz c nazri ya..adeh..
aku x phm phl owg ska msgku time aku tdo..
den kak nina called me..they all smpy btu dah..
so aku agak cdak lah..
hang out wit them..den blt umah ngan kak nina n muslim..
hehe..
today kecoh lah..
coz my ipgm tercinta..knak kuarantin..
suma owg kecoh..adeh..
peringatan utk suma umat manusia ya..
hehe..
den hang out gik wif my fwen..tonite pun sma..
mok mbak dak ln pg fun fair..
hehe..
dats all 4 today..
owh ya..my chenta mepak tek coz nya x pat kuar..
alala bucuk..pity u..
hehe..

ketika cinta bertasbih..

Bertuturlah cinta mengucap satu nama..
Seindah goresan sabda-Mu dalam kitabku..
Cinta yang bertasbih mengutus hati ini..
Ku sandarkan hidup dan matiku pada-Mu..

Bisikkan doaku dalam butiran tasbih
Ku panjatkan pintaku pada mu Maha Cinta..
Sudah diubun-ubun cinta mengusik rasa..
Tak bisa ku paksa walau hatiku menjerit..

Ketika cinta bertasbih nadiku berdenyut merdu..
Kembang kempis dadaku merangkai butir cinta..
Garis tangan tergambar tak bisa aku menentang..
Sujud syukur pada-Mu atas segala cinta..
Cinta…

wont say..

today is friday..
n im at home..so i got lots of time polah benda2 karut like dis..haha..
haha..
dun tell anyone coz aku suppose at college rite now..
wat hppn today owh..
ermm..
as usuall..no lecture..4 sure aku bgn aher..
if got lecture pun aku bgn aher..pa gik if xda lecture rite?
syok2 aku tdo..my coursemate text me..bout jual mknn..
den my pelahap fwen..ayen text me..
ya Allah..tensen eh tdo dakya..
around 11 aku bgn coz im hungry..
rilex2 jap..main ngan darish..
den bmula lah kehidupanku sbg maid..
haha..
aku cuci keta kecygn aku..
i really luv dat car..damn much..haha..i swear..sumpah aku x bulak..
ploh2 eh..
den aku kemas bilit aku..
i dun understand..
y my room messy dakya glak..
seingt aku..aku pg miri..
blt aku nice..tidy..clean..
tang aku balit jak..my room dak pa jak..
keta mainan aku gugok lah..bj2 terabor lah..
so aku pun kemas blt..cuci toilet..
den mama tepon aku juz now..ask me to fetch her at school later..
den i hv to fetch my lil sis also..
yaah..im a driver..
haha..
haa..
1 more thing..
aku nangga tb tek..
for about 5 min lah..
tragic story i think..
cozzz..
aik mata aku bgenang..5 min jak pun aku nangga ceta ya..
n dats ceta melayu..haha..
sshhh..dats our secret k..

got to go..
wanna take my bath..n raon2 after dat..hehe..
mlm bakal menjelma..no one knows wat will happen..

buat kita yang sering lalai dan leka..

aku ada pasangan hidup sendiri..
bila seronok, aku cari....pasanganku..
bila bahagia, aku peluk erat....pasanganku
Bila berduka, aku peluk erat....Emakku
Bila nak bercuti, aku bawa....pasanganku
Bila sibuk, aku hantar anak ke rumah....Mak
Bila sambut valentine.. Aku bagi hadiah pada pasanganku
Bila sambut hari ibu...aku cuma dapat ucapkan "Selamat Hari Ibu"

Selalu.. aku ingat pasanganku
selalu... Mak ingat kat aku

Bila-bila... aku akan talipon pasanganku
Entah bila... aku nak talipon Mak

Selalu...aku belikan hadiah untuk pasanganku
Entah bila... aku nak belikan hadiah untuk Emak

Renungkan:

"Kalau kau sudah habis belajar dan berkerja...
bolehkah kau kirim wang untuk Mak?
Mak bukan nak banyak... lima puluh ringgit sebulan pun cukuplah".
Berderai air mata jika kita mendengarnya........

Tapi kalau Mak sudah tiada..........

MAKKKKK...RINDU MAK.... RINDU SANGAT....

Berapa ramai yang sanggup menyuapkan ibunya....

berapa ramai yang sanggup mencuci muntah ibunya.....

berapa ramai yang sanggup. mengantikan lampin ibunya.....

berapa ramai yang sanggup..... membersihkan najis ibunya.......

berapa ramai yang sanggup....... membuang ulat dan membersihkan luka kudis ibunya....

berapa ramai yang sanggup berhenti kerja untuk menjaga ibunya.....

Dan akhir sekali berapa ramai yang sembahyang JENAZAH ibunya......

Semoga kita mendapat hidayah petunjuk driNya...

Love u mama..

my mum..

busy days..

huh..
kinda busy lah dis sem..
1st..i got drama..went to kch..more or less one week lah..
den..
i went to marudi for my bina insan guru..b.i.g..
people out there..
im proud to say..we did it!!
haha..
u guys shud try lah polah dat big outside miri..
n now..busy for my bina insan guru for the whole batch..
next week camping at tg berlipat..
den the following week got pbs..
busy rite?
hehe..
got 1 more project to settle down..

our psk project..

our trip tp kuching..

trip to marudi..